jaa, taa nu tas ir:
1) es pilniigi nesaprotu viiriesus
2) un galvenais pilnigi nesaprotu sevi
nu, es neprotu identificeet savas juutas, es neko nesaprotu un tad es dzeru un dauzu masinas
nuja, man loti vajag antonio, kas mierigi izklaasta, ko es juutu, tik taalu nu mes esam

maxis, zin ko pateica par mani - ka es esmu ,, tulit atceresos - insecure + scared
un ka obsessive-possessive

peedejos vakarus sapratu:
1) maxis izturas taa, it ka vins butu mans virietis, it kaa mees butu kopaa
2) visi domaa, ka mes esam kopaa (visi -nu, mums te kopigi pazinjas un puspazinjas)
tas man tapa skaidrs arii ne pasai, bet caur citiem
nu tur,
- jus jau sen kopa?
- a mes vispar neesam nekada kopaa, mes nejausi tiekamies un dzeram !
- ...

kapec cilveki doma, ka virietis un sieviet, kas sez un dzer ir kopa ?
vini nav kopa, vini viekarsi sez un dzer
aiz vienkarsa iemesla, ka viniem ir briivs laiks

vakar bija ts dziivaa muzika, parak skalja, lai runatu, bet dziesmu starplaikos es vinjam steidzu veestiit, kaa griekija neaizstaav loggerhed turtle un kapec vini iznikst, un cik saapiigi vinjiem vairoties un tas sanaaca sausmigi smiekligi, you know, turtles !

starp citu, par loggerhed turtle vairosanos:
1. Male forms of courtship behavior include nuzzling, biting, and head and flipper movements
2. Studies suggest females produce cloacal pheromones to indicate reproductive ability]
3. Before mating, the male approaches a female and attempts to mount her, while she resists.
3. Next, the male and female begin to circle each other.
4. If the male has competitors, the males struggle with each other.
5. The winner then mounts the female; the male's curved claws usually DAMAGE THE SHOULDERS of the female's shell during this process.
6. Other courting males bite the male while he is attempting to copulate, DAMAGING his flippers and tail, possibly exposing bones.
7. Such damage can cause the male to dismount and may require WEEKS to heal

un tad mes vel sedejam klusa vietinja un parrunajaam sekojosas temas: prostitucja, eskortserviss, jautrakie gadijumi no musu dzives sai sakara, musu fantazijas sai sakara, tad, kads butu mans idealais virietis un kur man vinu atrast, sanaca loti divains teels
man vajag antonio