Thank you for your kind proposal of cinema 
For sure it`s not possible 

I remember a story

I was 6 years old, I made garden-bed, planted some seeds, surprise - it works, all summer took care about some flowers – calendulas bright as sun
One evening some woman passed our garden, and she said: is there some adult ? no ? I am going to visit some people, I need some flowers, and - I didnt know why I gave them my flowers,, and than she took out 1 ruble and said – these flowers cost 20 copeiks, can you give me change back . I didn’t have change,,,  I don’t know what I expected, I went back and cried all evening, Nobody understood why I cry and I couldn’t understand myself – actually nothing happened, I met the world of values  That's me in the corner, That's me in the spotlight, Losing my religion

Once in mountains, it was abyss, blue and green, and I needed to jump over - and I saw that I cant, I will fall in, and nobody can persuade me, and than the group leader came, took my ropes and said: Don’t jump over, jump in, I will take you out
I and jumped – over of course, but the feeling was – or he will take me out, or we both fall in, but he will not cut the rope 

So summary is : I am waiting for somebody who will say : Don’t jump over, jump in, I will take you out

While I am loosing my religion  over little calendulas 