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I want to fall in love. Again. This sweet dizzy feeling that lets everything else in the world lose it's significance. But fall in love with somebody I can't really be together. Because I don't know if I want relationships now. I just can't sustain any relationships at the moment. Don't have enough time and ideas to devote myself to somebody. I am afraid to give up all my plans for the future thus destroying my life. So I just want to love somebody without relationships with this person. She has to be single of course so this love would not be a desire of fornication. Pure love. Hopeless and obscure. Who will she be?