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I usually fall in love shortly before Easter. Almost every year. Every time afterwards it had been a failure. Nothing more but dream, illusion.

There is this term "to dump". This is when two people date in the beginning and then one of them decides not to date anymore. I wish to know what would be the term for a case, when one person does not want to date at all, from the very beginning.

My heart is in a default condition right now. I want to escape this Easter to keep it that way, but this is not going to happen. I'm going to stay and let myself be... whatever it can be named.