drained of emotions
so i really thought that today would be a good day. i mean i had a great, realxing weekend and all. i guess i just expected too much. well, in all aspects today was a pretty good day i just was in a lot of pain and then i wanted to cry. i still can't figure out why that is. maybe it's just PMS. i hope so. that would make things a lot easier to explain. i'm just in a depressed state right now which sucks. i hate when that happens. oh well tomorrow's another day.