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1) Torino - i was too tired on weekend,,, and to be
true I am not sure that i want to meet him at all ,,,
his sms is full of "I am easy-going guy" or "I have a
big heart with little ilusions"
and - on top - he called me yesterday around
midnight just to tell that he "thinks of me" and sang
the song. I got impression that he is heavily drunk.

2) i have a date yesterday - "catholic car driver" -
if you remember - the man who made car crush. So now
its 2 months and i invited him for a glass of wine. It
was a sad evening. He is under antidepressants. Of
course, I didnt ask him, but - I have seen the people
under psychotic drugs.

So- he was like zombie - repeating I am Ok. Cold and
grey but quite stable.

yes. he has no any - religious, philosophical,
spiritual, moral or physical - means, tools, frame,
idea - how to cope with something unexpected and
unpleasant. So he is just broken, confused and
braindead. Sad.

But maybe all western society is like this.

I am too harsh here. I dont know how I would cope in
his place. Maybe I would be in madhouse too:)

3) I got funny turn in my job. Boss explained that
"not all people are real scientists" and gave me new
tasks - top be PR of the office - make web sites,
brochures, flyers, communicate etc I have idea to make
lake chat.

I dont know - to be glad or sad. Anyway I spend my
time chatting. To be of little use for science, I
could chat about lakes.

4) I have some difficulties to arrange the date with
Bergamo. Bytheway - why you have an idea that they
dont speak italian ?:)
he is busy with kids during weekends and holidays.
During working days we cant find appropriate day and
time.