Today was a tough day. I found out that the girl I've been crushing on doesn't feel the same way about me. I poured my heart out to her and expressed my interest, but she let me know that she doesn't feel the same. It hurts to know that someone you care about doesn't feel the same way about you.

I wrote her back trying to be as understanding as possible, wishing her all the best and hoping we could still be friends. But deep down, I know it's not the same. I can't help but feel like I've lost something special.

I know that rejection is a part of life and it's important to move on, but it's hard when you care about someone so much. I'm trying my best to stay positive and remind myself that it's not a reflection of my worth as a person.

It's tough to imagine not having her in my life in the way I wanted to. I guess I just have to accept that things don't always work out the way we want them to, and move forward. It's going to take some time, but I know I'll get through this.