Even if I might not agree, I can accept that there is more to it than just immigration issues and even if there aren't. And I don't think that all Brits are bad racist monsters, I accept that a lot of people have researched this and made up their minds carefully. And that I have to live with. But I don't like all the fear mongering and encouraging of racist and xenophobic behaviour (both issues happen on both sides, to be fair).

But deep inside, I do feel a bit hurt. And scared. And the uncertainty is just killing me. A friend of mine has her contract ending at the end of next week and she can't find a new job because nobody dares to hire EU people even if they have lived here for years (and I don't blame them, I wouldn't as well).

And I am scared that there is more and more support for nationalist views all around the world. It's fucking terrifying and I know there is nowhere to run from that. EU seemed to be the union that kept Europe at peace for all these years. Never has Europe been at peace in it's own territory for this long. So, yes, I don't know what else to do, but run back to EU (though Latvia is not an option for me).