I hate feelings, really hate. Those make to feel painful pain. Those make to feel unnecessary. Sometimes I want disappear. I want to be tearless. I want to be without heart. I want to have person who can help me to get out of this hell. But do you know what is the fucking funny in it? Don't? I will say. It's impossible. All this shits are impossible. IMPOSSIBLE
I hate myself and life. Because I don't know how need to live.
Sorry guys, but I want to die. I want to die..