Emptiness
I feel really empty inside. And this emptiness is getting larger. As if I were falling down to endless darkness. I don't know, how to stop it.

Life is just too fast in the way calendar pages are shifted. Life is just too slow in the way things happen around me. Nothing changes.

If only I had children. I could at least watch them grow. They could be my life. But how can I... I can't even take care of myself.

Only God can help me. The Destiny itself. The Wonder. All the angels and my ancestors together. I can't become a better me by myself.

I... am... getting... old...