Same old feeling (EN)
Got myself a laptop. It reminded me of a 1999, when me and my brother bought us our first PC. It seemed back then, life from that moment will change radically and forever. It was like a place for a consciousness to hide away from everyday casualties, school, health and moneyproblems.

RPGs, strategies and other jeez replaced the real world for two years. No regrets - real world was and still remains just too stuck. Seven years have passed. I still use this PC, the feeling's gone however, nowhere to hide, I'm back to reality. And I thought, not even a bit of a feeling will ever return, till the moment, when my brother gave me a case with a thing. Brand new. I suddenly felt that spark again. Everything is so very much the same - no software but operating system - another world, where I can digitally transfer pieces of my imagination, another world to explore and build up with information. This time hardware is more advanced. The feeling of a new life appeared again, however not as strong, as it was seven years ago and for a very little moment, but anyway. It seems, this will change my life. I understand however, that this is nothing new. The feeling is nothing more then memories. The only radically new thing is mobility. Yes. This time I will have a computer even in the country. This time I can show stuff to a friends, exchange or simply share pieces of the world of my imagination, that I transfer to this little box.

Anyway, this time a computer will be used to get in touch with the world, not to escape it.