trains without schedule , just coming and going. you have to wait. stand there and wait. maybe the right train will come, and then, if number of passengers will be big enough, it will stop and let you in, and probably will even let you out in the right stop, if you will manage to buy a ticket, which is another challenge as the ticket seller thinks you are invisible, when actually you cannot speak.
your home has painted floor in gradient lilac, drawn by your father, that burns now with open fire. and you think its mistake, but no. it is not. don't try to correct anything, let it be. let it be.