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18th May 2019

12:07pm: ooooo! es dievinu šo laiku, vnk dievinu
smaržas rauj jumtu, zeme ir sasilusi, modušās un sākušas smaržot egles, zied ābeles, ceriņi, maijpuķītes, gaiss silts, glāsta , netālu šad tad līst, tāpēc siltums tāds tumīgs , tinas ap kājām, rokām kā kaķis
izkust

17th May 2019

9:12pm: sēdēju uz tilta malas, kājas šūpojot virs ūdens un lēnā garā tviterī lasot komentus zem posta: kādi ir vārda " pimpis" zināmie sinonīmi? klusu pie sevis ķiķināju par smieklīgākajiem variantiem (tagad atceros tikai "ādainais". )
garāmejoša sieviete padomāja, ka raudu un laikam arī grasos lekt.
" viss kārtībā? jūs raudat? vai vajag palīdzēt? "
- es smejos...
" ā! paldies dievam! "

16th May 2019

2:25pm: kur lai dabū veco filmiņu fotoaparātu. digitālās bildes ir nedzīvas

15th May 2019

11:28am: sapnī baigi muskuļains dibens

14th May 2019

11:18pm: man ir slikta atmiņa, tāpēc pierakstu to, ko noteikti aizmirsīšu

8th May 2019

1:34pm: uz skatuves uznāk personāži
no skatuves aiziet personāži
aplausi
asaras
laiks

5th May 2019

2:16pm: ko tad šorīt mēs tādi jūtīgi mhmh?
nū, lūk tādi esam, neizgulējušies, problēmiņas nerisinām, komentāriņus lasām, he he
1:50pm: drusku palasīju komentārus fb kkādā random grupā nejauši.
wtf. nē, nopietni
wtf?

bļā, es vnk sēdēšu mājās visu dzīvi

bet nē, tev būs iet un runāt un strādāt ar viņiem, un draudzēties, un izlikties, ka negribi viņiem maukt pa šņurbuli pēc katra pilnīgi debīlā un pilnīgi perversā joka, kas tiek pavadīts paša aklumu slāpējošiem smiekliem, tie skan kaut kur no kuņģa vai kādas zarnas kā super-zemā frekvence, kas automātiski atslēdz smadzenes un nervus

4th May 2019

8:43pm: light of million suns
8:28pm: 4.05
vikipēdijā pētu čakras
mūlādāra, svādistāna..skan gandrīz kā afganistāna

3rd May 2019

3:13pm: this passive centripetal scares me

kind of maelstroms ?
2:32pm: you are walking sign, living symbol
so now what?

2nd May 2019

5:00pm: lasu darba sludinājumus un baidos

1st May 2019

2:34pm: ko nozīmē viena noļukusi auss cilvēkam?
2:33pm: latvijas garīgā līdzsvara pamatlicējs

29th April 2019

6:19pm: mysterious day
ceiling fell down around 2 pm
alarm at 17:16
alarm at 17:23
alarm at 17:25 four times
alarm at 17:27 three times
not remembering anything like settting it up nor reason for doing so
what is that you’re trying to tell me, my dear guardian angel?

26th April 2019

1:56pm: dreams are like snow

25th April 2019

2:33pm: summer please stay

20th April 2019

1:38pm: ai lav jū

19th April 2019

1:02pm: she thought, that being wounded is how the world is supposed to be, she thought it is her own fault, that she cannot shine, so she pretended she can. standing with her mother who does not love her and above all is also dead, she were wondering why this stunningly clever and blissful woman cannot feel anything for her, but guilt. maybe new skin will do the job, maybe she needs something borrowed, something old and something new

18th April 2019

4:55pm: trains without schedule , just coming and going. you have to wait. stand there and wait. maybe the right train will come, and then, if number of passengers will be big enough, it will stop and let you in, and probably will even let you out in the right stop, if you will manage to buy a ticket, which is another challenge as the ticket seller thinks you are invisible, when actually you cannot speak.
your home has painted floor in gradient lilac, drawn by your father, that burns now with open fire. and you think its mistake, but no. it is not. don't try to correct anything, let it be. let it be.

13th April 2019

5:27pm: i hate chess, i love authenticity, whatever that would be
i love music, very much so, but not rock. i hate rock
i love simplicity, humility, but not out of fear or moralistic narcissistic self-flattering reasons
i love love

12th April 2019

1:15pm: have to write an essay in english literature, but i did not even read the novel, so i just tried to copy the novel instead. good old ways of getting grade while being extremely nihilistic towards the subject, pretending just being stupid.
while copying, i'm reading it anyway. writing just takes more time.
i'm just truly impatient, so i spend twice as much time as a result.
but .. do you even copy?
1:12pm: nothing is what it seems to be

11th April 2019

6:49pm: american gods
i don't know
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