Garastāvoklis:	awake
Mūzika:	Thom Yorke - A Rat's Nest
Entry tags:	anger, development

Anger
Yesterday I was angry again about some things people said and what wasn't kinda fair. I hate when people do that. I forgot how it was, to be angry. I used to be so angry all the time before my great changes. Cold, arrogant and filled with anger, it was my safety wall from all the world and nobody else knew better than me how to use all those things to protect myself. Yesterday that part of me spoke again, but this time I was able to hide my great anger form others much better, even if it made me feel like I could walk up to the walls and punch someone in face, I did pulled myslef together much more esier.
I am very passioned person and maybe finaly I have learned how to control myself a little bit better. It took a long way and it is still in development, but it is nice to finally realize that I have made some progress after all.