Garastāvoklis:

nostalgic

In front of a blank page again (c)LyrfeeL
In front of a blank page again.
All my chances I have missed.
Yet I don’t know where to start
Getting on with this…

Had no plan to dig so deep,
Never wanted to get this far,
But it somehow seemed to be so nice this time…
I guess I just can’t help myself…

Perfect features in a perfect picture,
Words so right and phrases so sweet for me -
It’s so simple to make up a perfect image
In this wrong reality…

Where's the truth and where’s the false...
It only works for my heart.
How can I read the truth in your eyes
If I never see them...

Where's the sense of knowing all that,
All I thought that matters...
We had never shared the real thing -
It just wasn't meant to happen...

I don't care what it might sound like
But you’ve made me really sad by your actions.
I won't repeat my mistake again, I hope.
Thanks, you gave me a good lesson.

I guess I was right before you changed my mind:
Damn, what else could be expected...
I knew it's always the same in the end.
Silly me - how I got fooled again...?

You're not gone, you are somewhere near,
You’re just hiding from me for some reason.
Why don’t you just say it in my face, I wonder
How can you pretend to be such a cruel coward...?

Now I’ll probably never know
What could have been and what never would…
Well, I guess you never really knew:
I truly had some feelings for you...