25.07.10

I welcomed the day as on of those magical and nice ones. But it almost killed me at one point. I just love all of my family and would do everything to keep it safe and in one piece. Sometimes I don't really understand why people do what they do even if it hurts so many people. I will be honest and say - I hate those people! And I'm not the one that sees only bad things in people, in fact I always try to see the good stuff in everyone, but if you hurt me or someone who is dear and precious to me I won't be forgiving and loving person, my anger is so great that I could do ugly things if I would set it free and I'm so scared of it. Today I almost did and it almost killed me. It hurts so bad. Thank you Lord for giving me strenght to live trough it all and thank you all for talkin me out of it. It made me realize that there are always more peacful ways.

I can love til infinity, I am and I will.