Let go - Paul Van Dyk was best, when I was going home on taxi. "feel like a criminal" – lines from song, nose full of "speed", 3 grams of speed in pocket plus ganja, and taxi speeding over bridge. Night skies and Daugava. Most wonderful feeling. I asked driver to turn up volume.
Heart is real pumping, balls rolling, I just had no breath, how dangerous and uplifted I felt. It was just year or two ago.