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I'm tired.. nothing to add..

no, actualy i'm gonna add: that's so FCUKING difficult to be strong when feel alone and live at a loss, when all ur FCUKING dreams deppend on a person u cant control.. i hate the feling when i'm not controling the situation but the situation controling me.. i hate it!!!

FUN IS NOT REALY FUN AT THE FCUKING MOMENT!!! LIVING AT A LOSS...