here i aaaam. [rindiņa no Silent scream.]
I was walking in the shadows
So nobody cared
You smiled at me from the distance
And we felt there's more to share

All these memories
They come back
When I'm asleep
You've taken my dreams

I don't need no fakes around me
All I want is you to be with me
Here I am
All these words have lost their meaning
I just hope you hear
My silent scream

I still hear the distant voices
Spreading rumours and lies
I took you to my darkest places
So far away from the skies

I would charm you
We made vows
To not let go
But where are you now?

I don't need no fakes around me
All I want is you to be with me
Here I am
All these words have lost their meaning
I just hope you hear
My silent scream

I'm so numb
Can't you hear me?
Here I am
There is something
Inside me
That still wants to feel
(My silent scream)



pinkšķis, pinkšķis, pinkšķīīīīīs.
par visu. visu, visu, visu. es brūku. iekšēji. ārēji nē. ārēji vēl turos, kaut gan... ja jau pinkšķis, tad jau sāku brukt arī ārēji.



I'm sick and tired of this so-called life
Without room to breathe
I toss and turn in my bed all night
Am I the only one who finds no peace?

What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars

I've always been the one to speak my mind
Strove against the stream
Take on the system or leave it behind
And you will find a new reality

What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars

Overcome gravity
Holding you down
On the ground
Free from insanity
No one else is around

jā. aizbēgt līdz zvaigznēm. gribu. tagad un tūlīt. patverties no šīs nolādētas vietas, ko sauc par pasauli, no šīs nolādētās lietas, ko sauc par dzīvi un no visām šīm sasodīti nolādētajām padarīšanām, kas visu maisa, jauc un griež ar kājām gaisā.

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOOOOOR? WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOOOR?

aūūū yēēāāāāāh. Get Off.

when you feeling kinda gorgeous, call me on the phone and get off, GET OFF. fāk. žēl, ka nebija Lumīša. _cryingface_

remdēju savu pinkšķi šokolādē. ar veseliem riekstiem, melnā šokolāde. vāks. mana vājība. šokohliķe.

oūūū. Angel in disguise. un atkal pinkšķis.







nekas naw noticis.
esmu parak nogurusi, lai tgd stastit.
ludzu- citreiz.




internal server error. pīp, pīp, pīp, servera pārslodze. pīp, pīp, pīp.
gribas bļaut: kas, pie visiem nolādētajiem velniem? bļē.
izskatās, ka... ai. neko. bet es jūtos tā, it kā gabals no manis būtu norauts no manis. duras sirdī. aukstums. aizveriet logus un durvis, man auksti. pārāk.
zūd tā saikne. zūd, zūd, zūd, fāāk. error. jūtu aukstumu.

bet okay. ja viņa tā grib, tad es aizveros. un klusēju. nevajag? nevajag. tad es neuzbāžos un nebojāju cilvēkiem dzīvi ar savu klātbūtni.

arlabunakti šovakar. bet es pavisam noteikti atgriezīšos, fāk. gaidiet. ;D

so long and goodnight. bļēē. jau atkal atgādina viņu. jo MCR. >.<

viss. skan Skoljzkije uljici. dievināma dziesma. <3

bāāi. (: