the problem with me is that i`m trying to hide my pain and keep it deep inside my heart. Night after night i try to get rid of them, but they keep commin back. It`s like a nightmare!!!!!!! I try and try to figure everything out, i try to find the reason for it, but everytime i make some kind of conclusion, and i had that feelin they are gone! NOOOOOONOOO! they come back and much stronger everytime!