somethin i found today, lookin through the old stuff of mine
~Life sux as it is on it`s way of living it. why do people try to make their lives be much better, but howcome they do it as it`s already said that it has its path already walken! it`s not necesserally to try to make it longer, it`s not needed! you smoke, you drink, you do drugs, you listen to the most depressing music you can find! Try, try, try and try to make it! DAMN YOU SHIT! people are born to suffer, to realize that it sux as the other half of you, the depressed one!
Kill me! Kill me! Kill me! No, you can`t kill me because it`s against your rules! it`s against all the things you have ever learned! they just tell you "Yeah, i hate you, i wanna kill you, plus you make me sick!", but when it comes to killing you, they stop and tell you that they were just jokking around! yeah, sure it`s against your own rules! The FUCKED UP RULES, that humans have made just to keep us under control! God, i wish there were no rules, no rules, that everyone would be able to do what they wanna do and be able to do what they are asked for!
No pain, no suffering, just pure living! i try to do it, but it`s impossible, cause my mind doesn`t work, it`s dead - but unfortunetly the body still works! Leave it! Let me go! It`s out, it`s done!