again and again i try to figure out my minds clue...shit, how much does my heart has to take, how much do i have to look back what i have done in my past? Why do people always look back in the past and then punish you for beeing that and that.....jesus,i hate that in people... it`s like they are tryin to find someone else who has done somethin bad in the past and then just start to tell him stuff he wants to forget....
I know i`ve done that in the past, punishing people for their pasts, but now i`m beeing punished for that...DAmN! DamN!!!!! Wish i was Fucking dEad!!!!!!!! DEAD!!!! DEath to me....