Random thoughts
Mathematically, the term "complexity" refers to the transition point between order and chaos where elements of both are experienced. I think that's a perfect metaphor for life...especially my own. The transitional stage.It sure fits better than the Newtonian model. Classical physics would have us put matter in a box until it reaches equilibrium. Complexity theory would have us think outside the box. Nothing in my life fits into a socially proscribed box right now. And if I tried to make it do so, I would fuck it up. I'd rather just surf the quantum foam. (Yes, it is an actual term for the frothy stuff at the primary level of matter and energy where order and chaos ceaselessly duel in a struggle that creates everything). I've caught the wave...the water's fine....