You're not a shitty friend. No to me, you're not.
Yes, maybe sometimes I'm afraid to tell you everything as it is, because in a way I don't want to let you down. But those are my issues and they don't change the fact that I love you, and always will no matter what. I'm hellishly buggy and for that I do apologize, but even if I retreat for a while, I will not give up on you. I will hunt you down if need be. :D :P
You ain't running no where from me. xD