29 February 2024 @ 06:48 pm
 
I've never felt worse physically. I feel like a very old, fragile person. Where any prospect of stairs or longer distances or even leaving house is daunting and a huge exertion.

It is really demoralising for me not be able to be my usual active self, to clean and cook for my family and to be a good worker at my job.

I really fear labour and if I will be even more broken afterward.

I know I just need a healthier perspective, but it is challenging to maintain when you've felt injury for a long while.

I hope spring comes soon and lifts my spirits.
 
 
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porcelāna lellīte[info]neraate on March 1st, 2024 - 02:03 pm
var gadīties ka pēc dzemdībām tu jutīsies daudz vieglāk un labāk un enerģiskāk
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[info]methodrone on March 4th, 2024 - 04:40 pm
I hope so.
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