What if..?
Baigās domās uzmācās ar What if..? What if it goes, what if doesn't, what if nobody likes, what will they say, why do I think like this ..? And so on.

Es zinu, ka jāatslēdz domājamais. And just enjoy the moment. I can do that sometimes.
Can't I?
I think that some stuff from my past is still haunting me (I mean I let them do that..). And it comes to the thinking and thinking that I can't just enjoy, cannot not think, not be responsible for everything, not be in control. I wanna let go, let my brain just wonder, and my heart and/or other body part be in control.

Will see where it goes.