Bat kas tad paliek pāri..? Flat-line no-emotion robotiņš? Vai tas ir tas uz ko tiekties? Tad kāda tad vispār ir jēga? Būt par skrūvīti? Kāpēc gan, tikai tādēļ, ka kādam tas ir ekonomiski izdevīgi? I'd rather not.
What is left when everything inside you is broken, but you're still here. And you don't know why on earth are you still here on this borrowed time.
Just to watch the world go down? I never signed up for this show and I have no interest in watching it.
What else is there?

@M31 - I am so so soo sorry you ever have to experience this. As I'd never wish this upon anyone, let alone you. And I wish I was able to help. I wish I had the strength and the light to see the purpose and the good in life and world. But I'm afraid I'm short on all of it myself.
The only thing I know is that I need to climb out. Somehow.