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Jun. 10., 2008 | 10:14 am

brīvdienās biju nūdistu pludmalē un baigi labi iesauļojos. šodien mani ir pierunājuši doties uz orientēšanās sacensībām. daudz jaunu lietu, daudz jaunu sajūtu. tas labi.

vakar satiku Axu, kad viņa bija atbraukusi no lidostas. viņa izskatījās ļoti dīvaini. un ar "izskatījās" es nedomāju viņas fizisko izskatu. strange things are going on. makes me wonder where am I going to...
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her_crow

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from: [info]her_crow
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 01:56 pm
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let's have a chat sometime, and we shall figure it out ;)

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Axa

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from: [info]axa
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 02:05 pm
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that would probably be a good idea,
but lately i've been feeling very edgy in your presence

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her_crow

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from: [info]her_crow
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 02:25 pm
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what is that supposed to mean? did I upset you or something...?

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Axa

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from: [info]axa
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 02:34 pm
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it's supposed to mean that there is no straight forward logical answer, or more like there is a feeling of something subconscious...
something certainly upset me and I guess your presence has this way of fueling it or underlining it in a very subliminal way...

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her_crow

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from: [info]her_crow
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 02:43 pm
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that's too bad. but well, can't help you there, but to try and avoid you until you wish to see me again.

on the other hand, it might also be that your subconscious is aware of my new neg, which is very VERY active lately.

I just hope it will be fine until the summer solstice, because you agreed to come to my place, remember? ;)

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Axa

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from: [info]axa
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 02:52 pm
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yeah :)
it is quite possible that my very strong protectiveness is trying to shield itself from your neg problems...as it is it all got very strong right on the eve of your BDay, at least that was some sort of turning point after Aivvvs party...

anyhow, I'm not missing Ligo at your place!
just need to maybe set up some sort of shield, but one that won't hurt you either...

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her_crow

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from: [info]her_crow
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 03:03 pm
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that party was a turning point indeed. I found some very old core images of mine, that I didnt know about. and that was the place I got my new neg... and he is a much trickier bastard then the previous ones - he lives on a core image I dont want to get rid of. and he doesnt let my mind be silent for a second :(

so it's a really bad situation for me.

but you go agead and make some shields, so we could hang out ;)

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Axa

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from: [info]axa
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 03:25 pm
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the worst thing that I guess might be at hand is that I get this very scary insecure feeling that when people around you get drunk now, the neg has the power to reach out and control all the imbued minds...
it's bizarre, if it is your new neg, then it must also be the one that has made me get feelings of repulsion, disgust, fear, despair, jealousy and a need to strike out ever since then when I'm around you or in a place that you have just frequented or with people that have been near you...and it obviously found something of my core images that it could pull at...
I didn't put it all down to a you or your neg until you said it out so clearly, but I guess all these feelings might be explained in such a manner - and it is bothering me since i'm feeling way too sensitive and you are way too dear to me for me to ignore you all together :(((
maybe I'll just grab some garlic with me when we next meet! :DDD

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her_crow

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from: [info]her_crow
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 03:38 pm
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yeah... I didn't think of others. he sounds very powerful. seems like I am not sensitive as you, cause my gamma of feelings is a bit smaller. but this could mean that we have a plague here...

I guess I'm gonna go and find myself some river or something to walk across.

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Axa

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from: [info]axa
date: Jun. 10., 2008 - 03:49 pm
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yup :)
but you do know that it will only be a short lived matter if you don't cage or get rid of the core image...
i'll try and work on myself and Kaspis for now, so at least it doesn't get to feed of of us as well, thus making itself stronger...

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date: Jun. 11., 2008 - 08:08 am
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what... the... FUCK??? o_0

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Axa

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from: [info]axa
date: Jun. 12., 2008 - 03:15 pm
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it's private - if you wish we can enlighten you in an occult manner ;)

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