THE BLOG - stuff

the worst thing that I guess might be at hand is that I get this very scary insecure feeling that when people around you get drunk now, the neg has the power to reach out and control all the imbued minds...
it's bizarre, if it is your new neg, then it must also be the one that has made me get feelings of repulsion, disgust, fear, despair, jealousy and a need to strike out ever since then when I'm around you or in a place that you have just frequented or with people that have been near you...and it obviously found something of my core images that it could pull at...
I didn't put it all down to a you or your neg until you said it out so clearly, but I guess all these feelings might be explained in such a manner - and it is bothering me since i'm feeling way too sensitive and you are way too dear to me for me to ignore you all together :(((
maybe I'll just grab some garlic with me when we next meet! :DDD

yup :)
but you do know that it will only be a short lived matter if you don't cage or get rid of the core image...
i'll try and work on myself and Kaspis for now, so at least it doesn't get to feed of of us as well, thus making itself stronger...

it's private - if you wish we can enlighten you in an occult manner ;)