just a couple of minutes ago i was looking at marc"s journal
just a couple of minutes ago i was looking at marc"s journal.he wrote a couple of poems.i swear to god...i mean lucifer if the (marc and lauren)ever get engaged and married they will be the happiest couple in the world!here's the poemNew poem featured with a new song. "As Christ Before Me." [13 Apr 2004|12:50am] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | My secret thoughts that I need to share with Lauren... ] This is a poem I wrote tonight about Lauren. It is called "As Christ Before Me."She erased the wounds of agonykilled the fires upon my heartShe lifted the burden called lifecarried my soul into the heavensKill me please...but don't leave meBury me please...don't suffocate meLove me please...but don't kill meI die for your pain...as christ before meShe filled the holes of lonelinessbroke hatred's tainted glassShe brought me a new beginningreborn in love so pure and trueOn this cross of hatredI am nailed to your painFor you I take it awayIn my blood a perfect exchangeI spill my life for the same reasons as HIMThis is the song version of that poem...She erased the wounds of agonykilled the fires upon my heartShe lifted the burden called lifecarried my soul into the heavensKill me please...but don't leave meBury me please...don't suffocate meLove me please...but don't kill meI die for your pain...as christ before meShe filled the holes of lonelinessbroke hatred's tainted glassShe brought me a new beginningreborn in love so pure and trueKill me please...but don't leave meBury me please...don't suffocate meLove me please...but dont kill meI die for your pain...as christ before meOn this cross of hatredI am nailed to your painFor you I take it awayIn my blood a perfect exchangeMy life for your tormentThis heart for your lifeGive up my ghostFor my only true brideAnd all in return I ask is for you toKill me please...but don't leave meBury me please...don't suffocate meLove me please...but don't kill meI die for your pain...as christ before meAs christ before me...I die for your painWith my blood spilled for the same reasonsAs christ before me...I die for your painI spill my everything for the same reasons as HIMP.S. Tomorrow I am going to put another poem in here called. "If Love Had A Name" Try and guess where I am going with this... I wish i personaaly knew lauren so we could get to know each otherwell,the other day my friend Erica lombardi had a picnic.it wasn't one of those let's be preppy picnic it was one of those were so cool and not preppy picincs.at the picnic there were these two amazingly cool,sweet,cute boys at the picnic.if you're lookin for names;Ron and Vinny.WOW! there's cute then there's CUTE.but,they both probablly have girlfriends already.so there's not reason to get my hopes up when i get old enought to date.At the picnic there were highschoolers and "little" kids like me. at the picnic there were the annoying and loud and obnoxius kids.I'm not one for saying names but HAYLAN,DESSY AND AUROURA!phew! glad I got that outta my head...........please don't think i'm crazy.this picnic wasn't your ordinary picnic for severl reasons.one-it wasn't a red and white checkered table cloth type picnic it was a blanket coa type of picnic.that doesn't make much sense but who care?wait!,i know who does.the IRS.lol!!!..well thats pretty much all I have to talk about right now.WOW this is longest entery I ever typed.lol!later today I might be going to the library with my friend Erica Lombardi.bye!Jess >< ..