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She's not coming back! She's waiting at home! I wanna be home! I can't be home! I can't call! Calling is expensive! I can write sms! But they are short and meaningless! Although they help sometimes! I will not see her for 2 months! It is a long time! I'm shattered! I wanna go home! I can't go home! I must work! I must earn money! I must do stuff! I don't want to do stuff! I wanna be rich! Not very! Just enough to control my own life! And do stuff that's important to me! Very important! Most important!