running to stand still

there must be a light that never goes out

3/1/12 01:31 pm

...... )

12/25/11 11:52 pm

(un šie ir bēdīgākie Ziemasvētki pēdējo gadu laikā)

Let me back let me back
I promise to be good
Don't look in the mirror
At the face you don't recognize
Help me call the doctor
Put me inside
Put me inside
Put me inside
Put me inside
Put me inside
I keep the wolf from the door
But he calls me up
Calls me on the phone
Tells me all the ways that he's gonna mess me up
Steal all my children
If I don't pay the ransom

12/24/11 01:55 am

Ever away from seeing more than life
The morning lies miles away from the night
No man ever could steal her heart
But with bright gold coins I’ll take my shot
And all it takes to fall
If you don’t walk, might as well crawl
All it takes to fall
What a quiet world after all
Of the things that you guessed will come
What a moment it was after all 

12/18/11 10:37 am

But greed is a bottomless pit
And our freedom's a joke
We're just taking a piss
And the whole world must watch the sad comic display
If you're still free start running away
Cause we're coming for you

11/13/11 02:05 pm

I like to keep my issues strong ir mans jaunais mīļākais citāts.

10/31/11 12:19 am

If it be your will
If there is a choice
Let the rivers fill
Let the hills rejoice
Let your mercy spill
On all these burning hearts in hell
If it be your will
To make us well

10/8/11 02:41 pm

Et ils pissent comme je pleure
Sur les femmes infidèles

10/7/11 11:47 am

When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

9/25/11 03:46 pm

Toast my glass to all my loved ones.
To let them know that the stars, well they still shine.


es tomēr ceru, ka ir iespējams arī just mīlestību no attāluma.

9/19/11 08:06 am

therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
it's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
and she cries:
hey baby can you bleed like me?
c'mon baby can you bleed like me

9/16/11 09:45 pm

Don't know which way to turn.
Every trifle becoming big concerns.
All this time you were chasing dreams,
without knowing what you wanted them to mean.

un vēl es esmu tik nogurusi, ka nevaru pacelt rokas, bet pārmaiņu pēc ir tāds labi skaidrs skats uz dzīvi. vismaz nav vairs tas vecums, kad likās, ka katru piektdienas vakaru noteikti jāpavada ballējoties, tagad jau prātīgāk liekas mācīties. bet rīt jābrauc uz Hāgu un jāiet uz silent disco, visu ļoti gribas un tā. bet tagad ļoti sāp rokas, jo biju uz nodarbību, kas saucās bodyshake, un brīvajā laikā nodarbojos ar laika plānošanu. viss ir kārtībā.
(ha, vispār smieklīgi, ka pēdējā laikā visi ieraksti ir par to, ka viss ir kārtībā. it kā tam vajadzētu pamatojumu/paskaidrojumu/kaut kādu attaisnojumu)

9/11/11 05:59 pm

Are you gonna live this madness or are you going to be with me

9/2/11 10:25 am

vienmēr, kad braucu prom, ir apmēram šitā. moloko - over and over uz repeat.

Since that day I wake up early
Every morning which is good
But my stomach's churning, call me,
It would be nice if you could
Some days I question
The suggestion
You might not exist at all
Can we meet and talk it over
Would you be kind enough to call

8/29/11 04:07 pm

tell me baby where did I go wrong.

8/24/11 11:45 am

I am only here to listen,
I am only here to fear.

8/5/11 04:53 pm

mācīties dzīvot vieglāk. 
 vakar nopirku pirmos šortus savā mūžā, kā arī visādus kreklus un tamlīdzīgas lietas, šodien tiku pie veloķiveres un paša riteņa kā tāda. 
 rīt jādodas. joprojām nav ne sajēgas par to, kas būtu jāņem līdzi, bet tie ir nieki. klausos beirut masveidā, un viss ir tā pamazām. 

Left a bag of bones, trail of stones 
For to find my way home 
Now, as the air grows cold, the trees unfold 
And I am lost and not found 

 And who'd know?

5/26/11 12:08 am

pēdējā laikā daudz klausos Adeli.

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you


5/12/11 01:33 am

All it takes to fall
What a quiet world after all
Of the things that you guessed will come
What a moment it was after all

5/1/11 11:17 am

es nesaprotu, kā var nepatikt Pink Floyd.

You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision,
rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

4/26/11 02:41 pm

iedvesmai klausos Marseljēzu un Tracy Chapman; tā, lūk, ir, ja jāraksta par revolūciju.

Don't you know they're talking about a revolution
It sounds like a whisper
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