running to stand still

August 18th, 2009

12:42 am

ha ha, un vispār man vēl izteica piezīmi, ka pases bildē es izskatoties pēc skārletas johansones.
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12:13 pm

un pēkšņi ir tik auksts, tik nemīlīgs laiks, un naktī ir jau auksti gulēt pie atvērta loga, un.. nu jā, nekad vairs nebraukšu uz dienvidiem augustā, tā atgriešanās mūžīgā rudens zemē tad ir daudz sāpīgāka.

vecāki pa to laiku pabeiguši piebūvi, ielikuši tvaika duškabīni (tas vispār ir lol, ja), kurai tomēr nestrādā radio, un brālis ar Allu jau visādus podus šeit sataisījuši. nothing ever changes, un es esmu pietiekami sevi iepazinusi, lai saprastu, ka vēlreiz sev solīt, ka pēc pārcelšanās viss būs citādāk, nav vērts. it simply doesn't work on me.

02:00 pm

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.
Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.
But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.
I am pilling up some unread books under my bed
And I really think I'll never read again.
No concentration,
Just a white disorder
Everywhere around me,
You know I'm so tired now.
But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.
Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Sometimes I search an event
Or something to remind,
But I've really got nothing in mind.
Sometimes I open the windows
And listen people walking in the down streets.
There is a life out there
(..)

08:56 pm

nothing ever changes
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