My voice is back
My voice is back! Lol, I was practically mute for a day, my throat was in ribbons, but now if I cough to clear the phlegm, I sound nearly normal, aside from sounding as if I were hacking up my left lung. We had chorus practice today after school, and it was pretty cool, the group sounded so pretty! I can't wait until Festival! Nothing much else is new, but I've decided I'm going to pretty much give up my hopes on Spencer. The Spencer I fell in love with died back in November, and I need to get over that and move on. The Michael who was my partner in crime and evil twin aparently died as well, now that he believes that I'm too immature to hang out with. Maybe this was what Trisha dreamed of in that nightmare of hers... she dreampt that Spencer died in a car accident, and Michael was the driver, but survived... then again, that may very well play out. My time with Spencer was nearly always pure bliss, and I always looked forward to those Saturday mornings at Pets Mart where we could be with each other and have fun by taking care of animals at the same time, but those days are in the past. I have new friends, but I don't feel as close to them as I did with Spencer, Michael, and PJ... I just wish for them to have friends that love them in return, and for Spencer to find someone to love and for him to love in return as much as I did and still do now. He may be an arse at the moment, but there's something/someone better for him out there who he won't feel threatened around, because of my liberal-ish thinking and beliefs. God, Allah, Buddha, Goddess or whatever deity hears me... grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.