skabakais ir tas, ka iedzerot man tiesham paliek labak. nervi aizmirstas - degosha mugura, lauzitas rokas, etc. etc. doks nelauj, bet es vienalga ierauju, jo anestezee tachu.
bet nu pa lielam man ir vienalga. vai ari - es DOMAJU, ka man ir. jo, ka zinams, prieksstati ir viena lieta, bet realitate medz but cita. un realitati jau parbauda tikai prakse, kad ir konkreta situacija, kuraa jarikojas te un tagad. un tikai tad ari izkristalizejas, ko PATIESIBA juti un cik verts ir tas "a man vienalga".
bet nu jaa, draivs ir pazudis. esmu sapratusi, ka ar mani negulesi. yeah, right, whatever. another nail in my coffin. it was short-lived, man, but then again - i never had any hopes (apart from having a passionate, loving relationship that would last and maybe, yes, even family) so why should i be disappointed? but i am, man. i am.