....
I am alone...
wishing you were here to talk to
wishing you didn't hate me

I am reading our old love letters...
wishing you still loved me
wishing the words you spoke of our love were still true

I am thinking of the day you left me...
wishing I could have stopped you
wishing it was my arms you ran into, not hers

I am staring at your picture...
wishing those gorgeous eyes were gazing at me
wishing those perfect pink lips were gently touching mine

I am trying to forget...
wishing the pain would end
wishing I could find someone new

I am dying...
wishing you had stopped me
wishing you hadn't made me do this
***


Is There Love Out There


IS THERE LOVE OUT THERE
THE TRUE LOVE THAT COMES FROM THE HEART
THAT'S SO HARD TO GIVE AND TO RECEIVE TODAY
THE HURT AND PAIN GO SIDE BY SIDE
SO MUCH TO GAIN AND YET SO MUCH TO LOSE
LIFE WAS NOT MEANT TO BE ALONE AND LONELY
SO THE CHANCE MUST BE TAKEN
FINDING THE TRUE LOVE IS A MARVEL
FINDING FEELINGS YOU THOUGHT WERE FORGOTTEN
I CHOOSE THE WONDER AND THE SPLENDER OF IT ALL
IT'S SO GOOD TO FEEL LOVE AND TO BE ALIVE