ok somethin is bothering me again, i don`t know if i should notice it or not. everytime i start thinking about it, i panic.i just run away from it and try to forget it, maybe that`s why i drink or something, that was a stupid example. Bloody hell!!!! GOd! leave my mind alone, get out! don`t come in me....,...............................................
damn, it bothers me, it bothers me so much, that i can`t stop thinking about it...i have to find an answear, i just have to before i collapse.