Garastāvoklis:	calm
Mūzika:	Mark Willard - What you don't have - score
Entry tags:	one step at the time, respect yourself

First day of my life

I thought that going away from home would give me the aid I needed, but it was not so easy. I tried to escape not to cope with the problem. I've always said that escaping never works, at least for me. I was really happy during my time in Rhodos.

It made me realize, that there are just so many different things in this life that matters more than being best at everything I try to put my hands on. People, friendship, simple things. I don't have to push myself to lines I shouldn't cross in order to be happy.

Also I know now how important it is to stay strong about my values and that I don't need to question myself for others only because they don't understand fully or lets put it this way, don't want to. What some people might see as my greatest weakness I see as my strength and there is nothing wrong about that.

I will never let anyone to make me feel worthless or not good enough, because I know deserve at least that much of respect. Even thought it sounds little like I  have nose in clouds or something. I know every single decent person on this earth deserves it. And I will continue to shape and create my values, my strengths and weaknesses every single day of my life. To be my unique self. I will love myself to be able to share my love with others.

For reality check, I'll write here again every single day.