Depressed
Depressed... I don't really know why, I just feel it... I feel like I need to call somebody, but I can't decide who, or even make up my mind to do it... I apologized to Surabhi, but I don't think she took it seriously... It's especially in times like this I wish Eric S, Kristin, Nick and Anne were back here so I could call them... My choices are 3 to call... 2 cuz one would/might not take it seriously making it worse off then before... Between those 2 I really can't decide... I can't think straight, normally I would be able to reason out their reactions to my words, and choose the person to call, but right now I can't even think of what I would say. It's not a protein lack, I've had dinner a lil' while ago... 2 hours? It's been that long? It felt like 30 minutes... I hope I'm not feeling like this tomorrow, and if I do, I really hope nobody pisses me off... They'd get hurt pretty bad...Edited: I just tried to call andreas, but I couldn't bring myself about to dial the first number in his phone number... I'm gonna try again now...