fair attempt sho izskaidrot. man tas savukaart liek apsveert, kaa necessities can arise and then expire, which is kind of gloomy yet relieving simultaneously. es vairaak arii vispaar domaaju no it kaa less self centered perspektiivaam, as in not that i immediately and necessarily need to reach someone in particular, bet ka ignoreejot savu mentaalo reachables sarakstinju es gjenereeju vienaldziibu un entropiju pasaulee. un ja vien es vairaak censtos sakonekteeties ar cilveekiem, es paplashinaatu kaut kaadu mistisko commune, love, understanding, relatedness, joint strength, prosperity, intersubjecitvity, thrive lauku, kam es veel nezinu vai vispaar ticu, bet tas man shkjiet vieniigais izskaidrojums kaapeec the feeling of immediacy, necessity pops up and persists