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10 December 2015 @ 08:14 pm

man emocionaalas padoshanaas sajuuta nesaistaas ar skumjaam vai baileem vai bezpaliidziibu. man tas saistaas ar absoluutu tukshumu un izaicinaajumu nodziivot dziivi esot tuksham un atbildot visam ar tukshumu. es sev pati liekos tik lieka kaa nederiigs priekshmets no cita gadsimta, ko vareetu nosleept beeninjos vai aprakt zemee, bet taa kaa es esmu tik iipashi nederiigs, tad visumam pat nav laika un valjas ar mani nonjemties, mani kaut kur nolikt, aizvaakt citiem prom no aciim, tajaa vietaa vinjsh pagriezh muguru un es veselu maza cilveeka muuzhiibu visu acu priekshaa nepamaniits leenaam disintegreejos. it's just wow

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imago_dei on December 10th, 2015 - 10:42 pm

'visu acu priekshaa nepamaniits' - so not true, ppl care about you. bet zinu un saprotu, ka reizēm ir vieglāk iedomāties/izlikties, ka neviens nemana un visiem vienalga.

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methodrone on December 10th, 2015 - 10:49 pm

tas nav taads angsty, blamey tiineidzheru 'ai visiem vienalga' bet driizaak, nepamaniits, jo tu pats sevi neliec maniit, jo neredzi iemeslu. as in life is what you make it and if yo don't make it then there is no life around you or in you and the universe is not affected by you. jo cilveekus jau pamana tikai tad, kad vinji sataisa ziepes vai izdara kaut ko labu.

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imago_dei on December 10th, 2015 - 10:59 pm

man šķiet, ka there is a lot of life in each of us no matter what we are doing (or not doing). some stories are louder, but that's ok, it doesn't mean that the universe is not affected by them.

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methodrone on December 11th, 2015 - 12:29 am

bet it seems like one affects universe in all possible ways except the ways one wants to. tas ka svariigais paliek novaartaa, izshkjeerdeets, bet nesvariigas eksistences epifenomenaalijas, taas luuk tad veido to 'iisto' dziivi. just wow, is that how it will be until the end?

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