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"Overall, brain research has shown how the female brain is at work in more sections than the male just about all the time. It is on call in a way the male is not. To use an analogy: the male brain turns on, like a machine, to do its task, then turns off; the female brain is always on. This is an exaggeration, of course, for parts of the male brain are also always on, but when Gur compares the two brains in non-active states, the difference between the constantly “on” female brain and “on/off” male brain is startling. This difference is a primary reason males are so “task-oriented,” testing out as less able than females to do a number of different kinds of tasks at once; and why males react to interruptions in their thinking with more of a sense of invasion than females tend to, and combined with testosterone-based aggression, more forcefully."

Es nespeeju, NESPEEJU noticeet cik ljoti medijiem un valdiibaam pie kaajas ir Epsteina Faili.. Its so depressing and dark every day that nobody gives a fuck.

And its like they are dismissing and downplaying the massive, explicit files, where in a REAL investigation authorities would tend to do the opposite, with even a slightest tiny clue or snippet.

Pat Andrew un Mandelsonu aiztureeja policija un iztirzaa nevis galvenokaart par vinju slutty abuse bet gan par kkaadu valdiibas nosleepumu izpljaapaashanu. Can it be more grotesque - the indifference?

Man vienkaarshi ir ljoti pretiigi no shiis pasaules. I don't really know what am i supposed to tell my kids about the world that has descended in a pit of hell.

Vienkaarshi saliidziniet - kaut vai tie nabagi kurus apcietina uz kaadu gadu par vinju stulbajiem tviitinjiem - kameer apcietinaat perversus vechus par vinju perversajiem e-pastiem, kur vinji klaji atziistas pedofiilijas plaanoshanaa un izpildiishanaa - par to ir "sarzezhgjiiti" aiztureet un apcietinaat? Kaapeec gan? Taapeec ka vinji ir baagaati un kruti, un ikdienas tviterotaaji ir tikai sorry peasants?

Vai kaadam veel vajag pieraadiijumus ka visas valdiibas ir no saatana.

Saap auss, ir mild temperatuura un malaise, dusmojos uz R ka mani nesaprot un uz pasauli, ka man tajaa nav vietas. Varbuut atkal vnk pms hopefully.

Man dazhreiz shkjiet, ka jaa, patiesi - dziive ir ljoti magjiski nosleepumaina un ik uz stuura var atklaaties daargumi un briinumi, kas satricina esiibu un tevi rada arvien jaunu, katapultee arvien jaunos/dziljaakos esiibas plaanos. Tieshi taadi briinumi, kas ir uz pavisam sagliidusha senas, gadiem ilgas peleeciibas fona.

Tikmeer es vaaros savaa sulaa, kur manu praato nomaac mazas, ikdienishkjas banalitaates.

Un manas lielaakaas bailes arvien paliek ka man shie briinumi ir kaa cuukai peerles. Ka ja manaa dziivee ienaak kaads potenciaals briinums, tad es vienkaarshi tajaa neiedziljinos, un peec tam veel nosodu, kaa kaut kaadu apzinjas un manas mietpilsoniibas kaiteekli.

I think and wish about things way much more than doing them - I really don't like myself ever.

Dziive muusdienaas no cilveeka neko neprasa - vienkaarshi seedi internetaa un pasuuti eedienu uz maajaam, kuraas ir visi cilveeces cutting edge luksusi. Ne pirktinja pacelt. Kas tad no taadaam cilveekbuutneem var iznaakt? Bez nekaadas esiibas pieredzes, kur buutu jaanodroshina sava izdziivoshana ar plikaam rokaam.

Ok, mosh man vienkaarshi ir pusmuuzha kriize. Cik ilgi vinja ilgst un vai cilveeki veel jebkad peec pusmuuzha ir dveeselee laimiigi? Vai laime ir vienkaarshi jauniibas iluuzija? Un kas vispaar cilveekiem ir jaadara peec pusmuuzha - vienkaarshi jaagaida naave?