emo
This morning brings with itself a sort of unfathomable sorrow that makes me angry looking down upon mortality.
Why now? Why this moment? What is it that brings us to that ultimate unbearable climax?
Are humans really this complex or is this oversaturated materiality of body and environment just a myth created to control us?
Yet still with all the worlds problems and dilemmas of simple homo sapien existence most people seem to get on with their lives...
...and so do I, while still at times longing to escape it.
Why now? Why this moment? What is it that brings us to that ultimate unbearable climax?
Are humans really this complex or is this oversaturated materiality of body and environment just a myth created to control us?
Yet still with all the worlds problems and dilemmas of simple homo sapien existence most people seem to get on with their lives...
...and so do I, while still at times longing to escape it.
but sometimes the CRAP that you must go through to just be a living breathing and accepted human being in our society seems too much :(
still it's just a fleeting moment before you get back to the routine of living :P