no one could ever be forced into that.
but then again, those who have to be forced most probably are not capable of truly loving at all.

maybe. if splinters of reality are made whole again, is that something new or just the copy of old one? one i know for sure - i never propagate thoughts that involve forcing me into something, or at least i try.

thoughts should be wings of freedom, and freedom doesn't ask whether it's needed or not. so they are here and now. what is the truth, even hell doesn't know, i think.

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I
i neither want, nor need
anything, that is given by forced will.
nor i ask for anything.
i will not beg.

II
fool me.

III
:)

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someone i know said me once, when seeking for the light, don't get blinded upon finding it. what's strange, that i am doing it for some time already, and with hope that blindness won't go away.

"i wish for this night-time to last for a lifetime" (now i have all the musical wonders they did in the golden days)

uz vienas frekvences, synchronized. to fool you? i wish the same. to have a feeling there is a better layer of reality than where we do reside. backpropagation.

calling in the darkness. this grey void is unbearable.

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"you'll get by" sings Paradise Lost. the line just "hit" me.
"to call for hands from above wouldn't be good enough for me" sings The Knife.
oh, you shouldn't have started the singing marathon.
then again - it was me, who started it..

close your eyes, then open 'em up.
& now:
question nr. 1 - did you get blinded?
question nr. 2 - di you see the light?
there's nothing much to seek for, you see.

watch waters. there's so much more to see.
or night sky - the stars.
humans appear so boring after you've spent a few hours watching (not just looking) waters.
that was offtopic, sorry. not a big one, though, if you follow.

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light? no, i didn't see it. most of the time, i don't need it, either. only sometimes. when there is neither darkness nor light, just grey rim of madness. the night is often better than the light part of the twenty four. also because many of the songs i listen sounds better when there is no excess lighting. :)

the water is like time. it gets in and out of everywhere and takes away so much with it. the starry sky hides in it the oblivion i'm sometimes seeking. with a naked eye and with help of extra lenses. so far there is only beauty. which is, quite possibly, one and the same.

you don't have to be sorry. offtopic is mentioning freedom of thought in a corporate meeting, not the twists and turns of (of what? of conversation? i don't know. or maybe i am just not too good at definitions. there are moments that is more like a verbal dance, like spiralling high in the sky, not a mere conversation. but overconfident expression of an opinion is close to enforcing it. so, i stop here.) - conversation.

Nightwish - Oceanborn: Stargazers

in some ways, this is quite strange a night. and exactly such one i need. thank you and the night itself.

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liar.
you saw light. unless you're blind and your monitor is extremely upgraded & updated & super-duper-sky-fly-applicable-for-the-blind.
what i'm saying is:

the simplicity of beauty
the beauty of simplicity
plain and simple.

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"thank you" back at ya'.

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