zivs -

stāstu robotam. mani vakari ir neizturami nerunājot.
man ir cilvēki, ar kuriem būtu iespējams runāt pa tel, bet tāda konkrēti sakāmā jau nav. tā būtu vienkārši pacietība, uzklausīt mani. un pārbaudījums man, jo sakāmā tiešām nav, un es cienu viņu uzmanību, to nenomest zemē.

first awareness about thoughts was early. and again i praise drugs. it was maybe just weed, when i fell in thinking forever. maybe 21-23yo.
i saw one in cage, like in normal living space, not like prison, not like punishment. and then someone comes to bring you parcel. small one. "can you please help me and hold it for a while". hmm, ok, i can do it. next, through cage bars, he pleases take another, now it's bit bigger. and you still take it. that all keeps going on, until you even didn't noticed, you carry 50kg bag on your shoulders.

it was my philosophy, not read, but understood, how bad thoughts work