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08:07 pm: You exist in this darkness. Rebels. Creeps. Outcasts. Loners. People who hate everybody. People who feel uneasy around everybody. People who know everyone hates them. People who hate being tied down, restricted, constricted, and huge whirling snakes. The snakes climb around your neck and arms. The woman who’s the mother of snakes takes you in.

Kathy Acker

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From:[info]zivs
Date:December 12th, 2025 - 10:20 pm
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I am not Outcast nor Loner. I don't hate anyone, without case. Hate is never my state. I hate only with purpose, and then it burns. I hate evil, not small things on Ciba.
I am with snakes climbing around me. They choke me. It are all my vices, and I never blame anyone or anything for it. I cry silently, right now, 'cause it's me, who is snake wrapping around my neck, and suffocating me
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From:[info]zivs
Date:December 12th, 2025 - 10:37 pm
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I believe, you could heal me. But also like me, we can't save all creatures suffering here.
It sounds like invitation. Sure, I keep you very high in my mind, but I am thankful just to be able to send you msg.
I am drunk, and that's why I took courage to send you msg.
I know much, despite I am levels below in understanding.
Since this I know, I drafted all credits in your blogs for long time.
And no, I don't make way to you. Credits are for just talking to you.
I am not manipulator idiot. I love Laura. You are immportant spirit person, happy to know.
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From:[info]zivs
Date:December 12th, 2025 - 11:08 pm
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At least, you can know, you can love just vibe and spirit of many persons, not meaning of anything else.
For safety, I met guy from Ciba in last days, and we get spark – no vocabularies, no pretending, no first time met masks.
It's now silly, why I'm explaining it. Just 2 hetero guys, completely gripped in mind, from first seconds we met.

Actually, I really would like to meet you. I will smoke tobbaco, to finish this line.

You are not at level of my mind, to grip. It's downshift for you, many gearbox shifts lower.

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