It's up to you.

12:16pm: insomnic
That lack of sleep... Oh goodness, it seems to have been there for decades. It is eating me up - slowly, step by step, drop by drop, minute by minute. Seconds smother me and my brain is dizzy. The world has turned into background noise and background pictures where the foreground is nothing. Blankness. Background to blankness.

4:15pm: a funny symptom...
Got to have some rest. Got to have some rest. It's been hours since I started staring at the monitor with a blank look, and I'm still staring. What's so funny in it? Dunno. Makes me laugh.