September 1st, 2007

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02:28 am
Tearing myself apart from the inside. Quietly screaming in painful insanity. Breaking everything that's mattered to me into many small pieces that are never to be whole again. With great, inhuman force - damage, damage and destroy everything in me. And burn it all to hell. If it's the cost for being able to remain myself and keep these feelings, it's worth it.
"Not everything enough."

P.s. Maybe being all alone isn't as bad as I've immagined. I don't even remember.
Current Music: Rammstein - Mein Herz Brennt

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From:[info]mindbound
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 04:58 am
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What I have certain fear of to say, is this: I think you are not alone.
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From:[info]simri
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 05:04 am
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Am I not?
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From:[info]mindbound
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 05:49 am
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I am afraid that it could be so, at least because I think about you.
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From:[info]simri
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 05:52 am
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Is there something to be afraid of? Believe me, I'm not THAT hideous. At least visualy.
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From:[info]mindbound
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 06:12 am
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I never thought about you being hideous in any way imaginable. What I was, or am, afraid of, is that there are times when being alone is desirable and my presence could disrupt exactly such a case.
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From:[info]simri
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 06:15 am
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You may be sure, I never desired to be alone. And this time is not an ecception. I am just not used to being alone, this possibility frightens me as hell.
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From:[info]mindbound
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 06:26 am
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Although I do often desire loneliness that would last for some time required to calming the maelstrom of thoughts, I admit I have never wanted to be alone, too.
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From:[info]simri
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 06:28 am
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Well, the desire of loneliness which lasts for some hours or may be a day is one thing. The will to be alone all or most of the time is completely different.
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From:[info]mindbound
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 06:32 am
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Without any doubts whatsoever it is so. And my gladness is doubled by the thought alone my presence is not an obstacle of some kind for you.
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From:[info]simri
Date:September 1st, 2007 - 06:33 am
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Your presence is even more than pleasant for me.
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