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Mar. 3., 2009 | 09:06 am

kā apnicis, šī vecā sekli, virsū domāšana; piemērs, (sorry, pal, un briesmīgi negribas un nelasīšu komentārus, bet šāda dziļa doma, kurai nevajag daudz prāta: man dažreiz liekas (labi - šodien man liekas), ka Jūs latvieši (vairums) vienkārši ienīstat viens otru.)(well, man atkal tāpat liekas, ja par to vērts tērgāt, ka mēs tā, latvieši, pa savam otru tikai mīlam)

aforisms diemžēl no šejienes, bet ko diemžēl, te domā tāpat, kā visur, tikai bieži - histēriskāk. es te easy iztēlojos kādā mazā resnu Jēzu grupā dziedam šleseru. and he would fit in. That's the problem with 'advanced' sites of ekhm- Telling-you-the-truth.

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brookings

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from: [info]brookings
date: Mar. 3., 2009 - 12:30 pm
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Tapēc ka, es atvainojos par savu vājumu - tā bija sajuta - stipra sajuta, kas ir jau pazudusi (gandrīz). Varu, protams megināt pamatot kapēc man šis viedoklis bija - bet nav jegas - tev ir pareizi - bija emocionala, histeriska reakcija uz notikumiem, no ka nevajadzetru izdarit tādus secinājumus.

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silvija

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from: [info]silvija
date: Mar. 3., 2009 - 08:58 pm
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nav ja nekāds secinājums pēkšņi tevis dēļ; šis, piedod, oversimplification that rather completed entire picture than somehow exposed you. Es runāju par sarunas bezjēdzību te lielākoties un paviršību, kas ne ar ko neatšķiras no ikdienas saskarsmes miglainās zampas. all I'm saying that things like yours or that predominate here, bet all it is is more of the same, ko var dabūt tai pašā ikdienas nekomunikācijā. tam nebija vajadzīgs 'highly coded and pen-named so called social site. That's all I'm saying. un arī tev esmu atvainojusies. hope there are no hard feelings. I just reflected a bit, yes, at your expense. but so sue me.

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brookings

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from: [info]brookings
date: Mar. 3., 2009 - 09:51 pm
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No hard feelings - actually my relationship - well feelings - towards Latvia and Latvians isn't easy for me to articulate - I have a kind of self-induced 'thickness of head' whenever I try to clarify even a part or nuance of it. Partly down to my defensive character, which has grown to also be defensive of this place (you should hear me stick it to the expats) - this leads me to moments of despair - the same kind of despair I have for myself - I mean it's difficult to keep this kind of defence up as the shots keep raining in.

At this point I wanted to write the following:

'So in short, sometimes I feel like I simply hate myself'

But it's not true - at least I don't think so, and the conclusion is once again unsustainable.

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silvija

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from: [info]silvija
date: Mar. 4., 2009 - 09:17 am
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well, tā jau ir cita lieta. [nu, labi, MAZLIET tā ir tā pati] te es tev pilnīgi piekrītu as to what is REALLY wrong with us. the self-hate comes first in the list of whats. and the wrong kind of self-hate too - not that there aren't more than one of the kinds. so ours is not the right- the artist's, the perfectionist's, one. ours, I would call it, is the anger, envy and destruction loving self-hate, the one, which gives you really fat cheeks. and chicks.

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silvija

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from: [info]silvija
date: Mar. 4., 2009 - 09:23 am
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and, tell you what, I have a weakness of kinda liking us too. That's how far gone non-perfectionist am I. I think that's basically why I kinda clicked to you as a figure here, as the b.......s guy. Since, in one way or another, I guess it has to stick out, the attitude [and that's all I care about], between the lines. So I don't know how happy you can be for this acquisition, but call me your friend anyway; practically, forever.

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silvija

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from: [info]silvija
date: Mar. 4., 2009 - 09:34 am
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un tad vēl ir viena vieta, kur par hatething, man jāatzīst, ka tev ir bijusi baigā taisnība - totally, I mean unqualified. tas ir, ka tie, kam mēs esam atdevuši varu (ouch, nevajadzēja tieši tiem) gan really hate citus latviešus. but that's power, they are not beings to me. that's why I think we have to differentiate.
I mean it's not for nothing that, in or out of power, they have and voice names for People such as herring gobblers, penguins [oh, I forgot, that was so lovingly], you name it.
We have a real problem with power. I mean REAL, fatal problem.

and we are not so much into hate ourselves, we are just fatherless and really, really backwards. underdeveloped. we don't even have enough guts for hate, it's just backwardness, a matter of intelligence really. come and teach here at schools, that should get us out of valley of Spears in the long run, is my theory. well, I apologize anyway once again, have a nice day and all. peace.

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