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But it's not. [Nov. 30th, 2016|10:55 pm]
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I feel when we are kids, we know how to be happy. We are happy just like that. Living makes us happy. It's the natural state of being.
As we grow up, we need to learn how to be happy with ourselves and the world again, because somewhere on the way we allowed disappointment to take over. We thought it's natural to be like this.
But it's not.
We simply forgot. And then, with each bit of happiness comes a bit of guilt: do I deserve this? Is this real? What if it all ends?
Disappointment creeps in and again, we feel it's alright, because it's what being an adult is like.
But it's not.
Happiness does not carry guilt or anxiety.
It's the disappointment and the fear that do.
Because we do.
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From:[info]eos
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 01:10 am
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Es aizvien savos 29 esmu ļoti bērnišķīga. Strādāšana bērnudārzā, protams, palīdz. Bet tik un tā. :) ;)
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From:[info]nyamo
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 01:13 am
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Es arī, bet ja notiek kaut kas labs, pilnīgi neticas. Negribas par daudz priecāties, jo savādāk atkal būs slikti.
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From:[info]eos
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 01:17 am
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Nekā laba nav. Visi mēs mirsim.

Un tieši tāpēc jādod no sevis tas mīļākais, sirsnīgāis, gaišākais, jo kā gan es justos, ja būtu īgna un manai sievietei rīt pārbrauktu pāri autobuss?

Es nezinu, kas var notikt, tāpēc vienmēr gribu būt jaunava Marija un mauka vienlaicīgi, mīļa, cik var :)
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From:[info]nyamo
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 10:48 am
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Sieviete - vilcene :D
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From:[info]snurfis
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 09:13 am
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precīzi. varu parakstīties zem katra vārda. :)
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From:[info]nyamo
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 10:17 am
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Būsim laimīgas! Diez vai ir kaut kur ''happiness class'', labprāt pierakstītos :D
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From:[info]snurfis
Date:December 1st, 2016 - 10:21 am
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tu neticēsi, bet tādas tiešām esot. varot mācīties arī onlainā. :D